Why I cant I get to bed earlier than 2am....

  So today was a very busy day and not much but paying bills and trying to do it with a baby and a toddler is not easy what so ever!!Oh,did I mention the rain that made it worse....I got everything done though and thank goodness.I only have a few more things to do tomorrow and then relaxing until the big game Sat.I did get my husbands care packages put together and sent them off with the FRG.His whole tent will be getting one for each of them an I sure hope they like them:).
  I think I need to find.....(break)....something else to keep me busy like start some classes or look more into working again.My mind wont stop racing and this sucks.
  Sophia's first game is Sat and Im so excited to Coach my little Panthers.They have done so well for their age and Im so proud to be Coaching the team.She also goes with her Dad this weekend:( so It will be just be and Adie spending some mommy and daughter time.Adalyn is also doing well she keeps trying to sit up even when you hold her she will push up like she does and its so cute haha.She will start cooing and acting like shes trying to talk which is amazing at this age.
Adalyn Laughing Click This To Watch!!
  Theres not much to say today I dont even feel like writing right now but will see how tomorrow goes.I love you Patrick with all my heart and Im happy he got to play a few games today and hang out with the guys.Probably some much needed bonding time.
  Well its bed time for me and once again its 2am an Im still awake...Zzzz....