So much to think about....

Today Sophia had her game at half time with the NSU Riverhawks and it went awesome!Such a fun and exciting time they had.She scored 2 goals and won!!I so proud of all my Panthers!!

Im in the middle if thinking of where do I want to go from here...there are so many options and I honestly wanna chose now instead of later.I wanted to wait until Adalyn was old enough but that cant happen.So things will change and I have so much to think about with where my future is going.


I got to talk to my husband tonight again and I sure missed him so much!Hes my best friend and its so hard not having him here.Its also so hard not showing him my dress!!I have chosen not to have bridesmaids and I have my reasons..if I could have my husband to be the maid of honor I so would but he is the groom and I wouldnt change that for anything.He is the man God gave us and chose this life for us because he knew we would last a life time as each others forever.I love him and Im blessed with the 2 beautiful girls to make our fairytale a happy beginning.

Its been a few days..

So today was the better than any day Ive had so far..why?...because my daughter won her game again and scored 3 goals!!!Also we got Patricks dvd in the mail which I surprised the girls with Daddy reading them 2 books on the disk!!!I had time to finish all of the care packages as well and they are ready to ship and send!!On top of that Ive found my wedding dress and its perfect:)!!!

Today was perfect in the bet way possible while my husband is away.I miss him like crazy and it gets very hard not having him here but I think im doing a lot better than I was.I got to skype with him again tonight and just seein ghis face made me tear up (which im sure he didnt even notice lol ty skype)....Ill continue to pray to get through this nightmare.I miss him and love him more than words could explain.


Sophia gets to play a game of Soccer in between the Riverhawks Soccer game tomorrow and Im so happy for my Panthers!!!I will for sure take some pics:)!!

Im off to bed Im so exhausted but I will continue to pray for happiness and positive support all around.I love you Patrick with all my heart Everyday of Forever.......

p.s. its been a few days but ill be back;)!