I wish he could have been there....

  Today was our first Soccer Practice for the Panthers and Sophia did so well.Our team is a great group of fun and active little Panthers;) Im very proud to be their coach.I wish he could have been there though..I know that he will miss out on so much but I will do my best to keep him posted on the Homefront.Most of our kids on the team have never played before and they did so well for their first time.We did some drills and then played a scrimmage which went very well.Im so happy the parents are just as helpful and im very blessed to have such active parents on the team.After practice the great grandparents took us out for dinner to celebrate and Sophia couldnt stop talking about how much fun Soccer was.

  Adalyn was such a good and supportive little sister she did so well with grandma waiting for sister until it was over and gave her the biggest smiles ever.She was so cute at the dinner table with her toys...so cute.
  Well Im doing okay just living life and doing whatever it takes to be the best mother and wife that I can be and to be honest I know I can be better.I have my whole life to be better so for now its one day at a time for my little family..I dont wanna rush and I dont wanna miss anything.I do want this deployment to hurry up and end so I can be with my love again cause this is very hard going through life without your better half.Im so proud and so thankful he is one amazing father and husband and our girls are so lucky to have a father like him.
  I cant wait to see him again tomorrow I look forward to our emails and blogs it keeps me going and communication is the best thing you can possibly give when your going through something like this.Thank you honey we love you so much and will continue to pray for your safe return....
  Another day down and many more to go....