Can I say WOW!!!Well it started off taking me to Starbucks lol which went very well.I also wore his OSU shirt that he left here so I thought I would surprise him in wearing it since Im an OU fan.Patrick has opened me up to many new things in my life like singing again and viewing other sports like I just became a Soccer coach for my daughters team.He brings out the best in me and that date just made me blush and laugh like he was sitting right beside me.My face hurt from smiling and laughing so much and its still sore.I love how much he cares and communicates with me so well...things are changing all around but I feel my love for him just goes stronger with each day that passes.
Today I got the final list for Sophias Soccer team and her first practice is Wed and Im so excited for her.I will post pics and do my best to make sure Patrick feels as if he never left and ill do whatever it takes to keep him apart of our activities and everyday life.Adalyn oh goodness..she is trying to sit up by herself and will try anything to do so haha its so cute and amazes me how much she thrives to what what she wants kind of reminds me of her Daddy;).
This past weekend has been crazy..not busy but emotions and just trying to relax and its so hard without my little family.During R&R the Finally days of it I was so relaxed and if it wasent for my husband waking me up I would have slept all day haha.Its hard to get back into the hang of things but im sure it will take sometime.
Well tomorrow Im seeing about a certain job.I think it will be best for me to start working again.So with that and being a coach and mommy plus everyday life this deployment will have nothing on me and my hubby.Hes everything a girl would hope and pray for.Hes that prince that everyone wants or that guy in the chick flicks that makes you blush and makes your heart melt a thousand times.I will say that everyday of forever because God gave me this love cause he knew I could handle this life and he knew that we would love each other more than we have every loved another and im very thankful and blessed.
This is only 2% of how I feel and if you only knew how happy my little family makes me feel you would have the biggest smile on your face right now and those butterflies that are to hard to get rid of right away and the tears that come because you are to happy to keep it all in....
I miss him so much though and theres not a min in any day that I dont think about,miss or love him.
To just another day..<3
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