Just another day....

  Just another day with my beautiful girls and me.I had a lot of thinking and planning today on my everyday life for our girls.We have Soccer practice tomorrow an Im excited to Coach again I enjoy teaching my Panthers.Adalyn was very excited to see Daddy on Skype today and just stared and wouldnt take her eyes off lol.

  I know my girls miss their Daddy and it takes a toll on me thats for sure.I still need to work on communication with my husband and its very hard with delays through skype and phone with Internet messing up on both ends.Im trying to stay calm and do my best.

  Im also working on trying to be a better mother cause I think there are days where I slack and I feel like a bad mother and I know I shouldnt but thats how I feel.I wanna be the best for our girls and I know I can do better.

  I miss my husband very much and I cant wait to get the girls package in the mail of Daddy reading them a book for each other.Im sure I will play it over and over haha;) I sure do miss my husband....

Missing my best friend....

 So today was filled of stuff that needed done I sent off 4 care packages to the guys and I sure hope they love them.I also coached Sophias Soccer practice and it went very well Im so happy to see that they are all learning and getting better at the game while having fun.I also went out to eat with the grandparents and Mother with the girls.That also went very well.
  Sophia is getting better at Soccer and working on dribbling the ball very well Im so proud of her and her team.She sure misses Daddy Patrick though and it sucks cause I dont know what else to say but remind her of what I know.
  Adalyn is doing well once again just waiting on the day that she takes off.She loves sitting up with support and is also eating oatmeal for dinner now.It helps her sleep through the nigh which is so good for mommy lol.


Im learning how to keep busy and pass the time and honestly some times I feel like my day goes so fast and I cant finish or do the things that I need to get done:(..but I know when it dosent go fast I complain about it going to slow so Im like whatever now cause Im trying to find a mutual in them both..Wish me luck...

I sure miss my husband though and im trying so hard to live life without him for the moment and it sucks.I hate not having him here and not being able to have my best friend......

Another 2am I'm sure of it....

  I am so happy to be back on track talking to than man I love...Hes been so busy packing his day that Ive had to find things to pack mine as well lol....Ive been enjoying my girls and thankfully getting some sleep while my mother is here visiting with me.Once again though I'm sure it will be 2am before I go to bed:(...I know its all my fault but I enjoy this time not having to deal with kids lol....I dont enjoy the no sleep part.
  Tomorrow I will be taking Sophia to practice some soccer and finishing the Care Packages so my guys over seas and my husband will have a little piece of home.Ill keep praying for each of them and hope that they will all come home safe and sound.I also will pray for the ones left behind who deal with everyday life alone or going through so much at a time.Im trying to keep positive though and stay strong but believe me I have my days.
  Adalyn is eating a little bit of oatmeal now and well thank goodness she is sleeping longer throughout the night finally.I sware she will start crawling any day now.Just wondering when she will take off lol.I really hope that her father will be online when she does.I dont want him to miss it even though I will film it its just not the same.I am very thankful for Sype even if the internet sucks...
  Im very exhausted so this is all I got for now lol....night night.
p.s. I miss my husband very much and I sure do miss being in his arms....

Well..will see....

  These past few days have been very hectic on my side but I have got so many things done its crazy!!Bills paid and care packages ready to be shipped.I worked a good amount of time getting those things together and I sure hope they love them.I miss my husband like crazy and I havent got to talk to him much these past few days and it sucks I feel horrible when I dont get to.The other night we were so sleepy that we laid down together for a bit an it felt so nice to have him ther beside me even if hes around the world.
  Sat Sophia won her game and I was so proud of her!!She slide tackled a few boys but who would have thought bahaha.She also helped with scoring and did great on passing the ball which is awesome at this age.Me and her Dad took her to see the Lion KIng in 3D which was awesome haha I loved it as well probably just as much;).I love seeing movies in 3D especially with my baby girl.Adalyn is also doing well she is getting so much stronger and Im just awaiting the day she takes off haha.She also loved watching sister play the game.Please keep her in your prayers because we have to go back to see h er specialist and run more test and I should find out tomorrow when we go.
  Me well Im getting better and being a better Mother and long distance wife..I bite smy tongue a lot to keep peace with family members and I step down in my marriage because I know its hard on other people as well and Im trying harder to be great Mother and Wife at this crazy everyday life of ours.I sure do miss my husband though.He is my Strength&Faith that gets me through this and I will love him Everyday of Forever.
  I hope he slept well cause we have a date tomorrow and he better not be late;).......and me well im going to bed now cause once again its past 2am and I have had no sleep.....night night<3

More than Proud....

  Today was a very busy day with grocery shopping and handling Adalyns med.I managed to get all of Patricks Care Package taken care of and got the boxes:) now just to decorate them with love.I cant wait for him to get them so he can have a little piece of home even if its in a box.I had a little scare today but I got through it with the help of a few fellow Army wives and I am very blessed to know them.

  I finally got to hear from my love today which Im so thankful cause I havent heard from him all day and was getting worried for a bit.Turns out he had a long mission and got to run the 1/2 Marathon which I am so proud!!!I wish I could have been there cheering him on cause I sure would be one of those wives yelling and cheering for them;)!Im also proud of the few guys who ran it as well.Way to go guys!!!!Im so proud of them all and there are no words to show how proud I truly am for my husband!

  Tomorrow is supposed to be Sophias first Soccer game and Im so excited for her but the down side is that if it keeps raining it will be cancelled:(.So we will see....She is also staying with her Dad this weekend and Im missing her so much an I think Adie is as well.Adalyn is trying so hard to sit up,talk and even crawl!!Its crazy how out of no where shes wanting to get up and go!!I think no more than a few weeks and she will be crawling everywhere.

  Well I really need some sleep cause once again its like past 2am and Im up....so sweet dreams bloggers..

p.s. I love you Patrick Perry Everyday of Forever....Strength&Faith.......

Why I cant I get to bed earlier than 2am....

  So today was a very busy day and not much but paying bills and trying to do it with a baby and a toddler is not easy what so ever!!Oh,did I mention the rain that made it worse....I got everything done though and thank goodness.I only have a few more things to do tomorrow and then relaxing until the big game Sat.I did get my husbands care packages put together and sent them off with the FRG.His whole tent will be getting one for each of them an I sure hope they like them:).
  I think I need to find.....(break)....something else to keep me busy like start some classes or look more into working again.My mind wont stop racing and this sucks.
  Sophia's first game is Sat and Im so excited to Coach my little Panthers.They have done so well for their age and Im so proud to be Coaching the team.She also goes with her Dad this weekend:( so It will be just be and Adie spending some mommy and daughter time.Adalyn is also doing well she keeps trying to sit up even when you hold her she will push up like she does and its so cute haha.She will start cooing and acting like shes trying to talk which is amazing at this age.
Adalyn Laughing Click This To Watch!!
  Theres not much to say today I dont even feel like writing right now but will see how tomorrow goes.I love you Patrick with all my heart and Im happy he got to play a few games today and hang out with the guys.Probably some much needed bonding time.
  Well its bed time for me and once again its 2am an Im still awake...Zzzz....

Im getting stronger....

  Yep thats right Im getting stronger with each day that passes.That does not mean its easy cause let me tell you its the hardest thing ever.I was able to get much needed sleep last night thanks to my mother who was visiting and helping me with Adalyn while I coached Sophias team.OMG....I hate doing laundry with 2 kids lol...try carrying laundry,a baby and a toddler whos half asleep trying not to fall.I still have yet to get everything folded but thankfully I got most.The joys of doing everything by myself....Tomorrow is pay day so that means bill day:(.. pray for me lol..with hauling the kids in and out of the car every time I need to pay a bill is going to be very rough.If you dont have kids just imagine and if you do well ya know..
  The girls did pretty good today.They got to visit Great Grandparents and Grandma while Mommy did Laundry and cleaned.Sophia has Soccer practice tomorrow and Im hoping it goes well for them.I love my little Panthers!Adalyn I sware she almost crawled again...not much longer Im thinking less than 2 weeks and shes got it.Shes so peaceful beside me sleeping in Mommy&Daddys bed:).
  I had lots of fun talking with my husband today on Skype.Enjoyed meeting hes buddies and had fun watching them play with the beach balls and water balloons I sent hahaha...so fun to see them having a little down time and to take their minds off of being away from home.
  I sure do miss so many things about my husband.Like his laugh...boy do I miss his laugh lol.I actually have it on my phone and I listen to it every now and then when I am down or feeling alone.He sure knows how to make me laugh so hard:).He is doing so well over there and Im so proud and amazed that he is keeping fit and doing what he needs to do to be a good Soldier.I hope he knows that he is loved in so many ways with so many people who support and care for him....I will always love him Everyday of Forever...
  We got this honey Strength&Faith.