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Catching up 5 months....

October-Well had a wonderful Halloween and went to our 45th IBCT carnival which was fun.We went ice skating for the first time with my baby girl an she did so good:)

November-Well we had Thanksgiving here at our place an invited immediate family.I cooked everything but my sister helped with a side so it was a big task but I took it on to bring our family together for the Holiday.


December-Awesome Christmas..My husband got to be with us on Skype while the girls opened their presents.Lets just say Santa is awesome hahaha.Also our oldest turned 4!!!Happy Birthday Sophia:)!!






January-Brought in the New Year with a bang and a fresh start going back to Church with my little family.We are so excited for the New Year an what it brings<3 Our faith in Christ will never fade but only grow stronger.

February-Happy Birthday to my husband:)!!He was surprised with a cake&T-shirt over seas at the USO which he enjoyed!Its also Valentines Month an its still the beginning so will see.....






Today Adalyn crawled for the first time an Im so excited for her an watching her grow.Even big sister was apart of the excitement while helping an cheering little sister on<3
My husband also bought me my wedding bands which I love them!!!Thank you babe!!We booked our Honeymoon and paid off bills to be debt free when he returns;)!!

Im so excited cause now I get to plan our wedding and there are so many emotions going through me its hard to even cope.Im trying to stay strong an get past all the negative people in our lives an so far I do not let any bring me down.Im doing my nest by taking care of our girls and  keeping the faith in my Heavenly Father<3

My husband-He is doing well..missing home very much and missing his girls even more...He is ready for April to come....

Me- Missing him..whats new<3

I love my husband very much an this deployment has been the hardest an we have lost many friends but we have gained many many friends who we consider family.We will get through this an I cannot wait to walk down the isle towards him an know im his forever....

So much to think about....

Today Sophia had her game at half time with the NSU Riverhawks and it went awesome!Such a fun and exciting time they had.She scored 2 goals and won!!I so proud of all my Panthers!!

Im in the middle if thinking of where do I want to go from here...there are so many options and I honestly wanna chose now instead of later.I wanted to wait until Adalyn was old enough but that cant happen.So things will change and I have so much to think about with where my future is going.


I got to talk to my husband tonight again and I sure missed him so much!Hes my best friend and its so hard not having him here.Its also so hard not showing him my dress!!I have chosen not to have bridesmaids and I have my reasons..if I could have my husband to be the maid of honor I so would but he is the groom and I wouldnt change that for anything.He is the man God gave us and chose this life for us because he knew we would last a life time as each others forever.I love him and Im blessed with the 2 beautiful girls to make our fairytale a happy beginning.

Its been a few days..

So today was the better than any day Ive had so far..why?...because my daughter won her game again and scored 3 goals!!!Also we got Patricks dvd in the mail which I surprised the girls with Daddy reading them 2 books on the disk!!!I had time to finish all of the care packages as well and they are ready to ship and send!!On top of that Ive found my wedding dress and its perfect:)!!!

Today was perfect in the bet way possible while my husband is away.I miss him like crazy and it gets very hard not having him here but I think im doing a lot better than I was.I got to skype with him again tonight and just seein ghis face made me tear up (which im sure he didnt even notice lol ty skype)....Ill continue to pray to get through this nightmare.I miss him and love him more than words could explain.


Sophia gets to play a game of Soccer in between the Riverhawks Soccer game tomorrow and Im so happy for my Panthers!!!I will for sure take some pics:)!!

Im off to bed Im so exhausted but I will continue to pray for happiness and positive support all around.I love you Patrick with all my heart Everyday of Forever.......

p.s. its been a few days but ill be back;)!

Arts&Crafts

Today went well..spent a lot of time with our girls and had fun doing crafts with Sophia.We also got to talk with Daddy on Skype which was so cute cause Sophia was making Adalyn laugh so hard bahahaha to cute!!!
Tomorrow is Sophias Soccer practice and this coach cant wait!!!
It was good to talk with my hubby today I really needed that time as well.My head is still hurting and its been rough around here with Sophia asking questions about everything which makes it hard on me.I cant wait for this night mare to be over with....

I mean every word...

I am pretty much half way through this deployment and there has been so much stress that was never needed.Ive learned one thing about myself (if you mess with my family I will fight back).I give my all in friendships but when you hurt me I will back away but I always forgive in the end cause God would never want me holding a grudge.I am stronger than Ive ever been and have come so far.I am so blessed with the people who have helped me along the way.Some people may not like me but thats just cause they dont know the truth or dont know me.Now-Ive chosen to move on from the people who have hurt me..from the friends who have turned on me and even the family who were never there for me.My husband and my children are the greatest gifts from God himself and I need to start living my life through my Heavenly Father again cause I have lost myself once again to this world of hate.Heres to a new me and a new beginning.This is to living me through me now♥.I love you Patrick Perry Everyday of Forever....


I know this was pretty much my status but I ment every word....


Sophias Soccer practice went so well today and I am very thankful that the parents helped out today.After telling them half way through I had I minor concussion lol I think they felt bad but it went great!!Adalyn stayed home with grandma and had fun playing an getting spoiled.


Me-Im so sore I fell asleep on the couch and woke up to Sophia covering me up lol shes such a blessing and such a good sister to baby Adalyn.I love my girls.


Oh and the guys got their Care Packages!!!!!!How awesome is that!!!They loved it!!!Im so happy it went around to like 6 guys.Makes me one proud Army Wife.Now I cant wait to start making their Halloween ones haha;)!

Back on track...

Okay so Sat Sophia won her Soccer game!!!I had so much fun coaching my Panthers they did so well yet again!!!She hasent had any accidents but still has that attitude like shes all that ughhh my baby girl is growing up to fast...

Adalyn is loving this Mommy time lol...even when my mother stays she sleeps with me at night.She always has to kick her arms and legs to make sure Im there haha to cute but her kicks hurt.She is loving her play pin now and gives me more time to get things done.

Me-Well ya know..Im back on track and loving every minute I have talking to my husband.I miss him very much and it hurts to have him so far away.I cant call when I need him.I cant see when I miss him.I cant kiss him when I  wanna love him.....it got to me these past 3 days...our communication sucked but thankfully we worked through it and everything is back on track.

We also set out Save the Date!!!!Finally having our wedding we didnt get to have cause of the deployment and being pregnant.We both deserve it and we are finally getting our day.

Just another day....

  Just another day with my beautiful girls and me.I had a lot of thinking and planning today on my everyday life for our girls.We have Soccer practice tomorrow an Im excited to Coach again I enjoy teaching my Panthers.Adalyn was very excited to see Daddy on Skype today and just stared and wouldnt take her eyes off lol.

  I know my girls miss their Daddy and it takes a toll on me thats for sure.I still need to work on communication with my husband and its very hard with delays through skype and phone with Internet messing up on both ends.Im trying to stay calm and do my best.

  Im also working on trying to be a better mother cause I think there are days where I slack and I feel like a bad mother and I know I shouldnt but thats how I feel.I wanna be the best for our girls and I know I can do better.

  I miss my husband very much and I cant wait to get the girls package in the mail of Daddy reading them a book for each other.Im sure I will play it over and over haha;) I sure do miss my husband....

Missing my best friend....

 So today was filled of stuff that needed done I sent off 4 care packages to the guys and I sure hope they love them.I also coached Sophias Soccer practice and it went very well Im so happy to see that they are all learning and getting better at the game while having fun.I also went out to eat with the grandparents and Mother with the girls.That also went very well.
  Sophia is getting better at Soccer and working on dribbling the ball very well Im so proud of her and her team.She sure misses Daddy Patrick though and it sucks cause I dont know what else to say but remind her of what I know.
  Adalyn is doing well once again just waiting on the day that she takes off.She loves sitting up with support and is also eating oatmeal for dinner now.It helps her sleep through the nigh which is so good for mommy lol.


Im learning how to keep busy and pass the time and honestly some times I feel like my day goes so fast and I cant finish or do the things that I need to get done:(..but I know when it dosent go fast I complain about it going to slow so Im like whatever now cause Im trying to find a mutual in them both..Wish me luck...

I sure miss my husband though and im trying so hard to live life without him for the moment and it sucks.I hate not having him here and not being able to have my best friend......

Another 2am I'm sure of it....

  I am so happy to be back on track talking to than man I love...Hes been so busy packing his day that Ive had to find things to pack mine as well lol....Ive been enjoying my girls and thankfully getting some sleep while my mother is here visiting with me.Once again though I'm sure it will be 2am before I go to bed:(...I know its all my fault but I enjoy this time not having to deal with kids lol....I dont enjoy the no sleep part.
  Tomorrow I will be taking Sophia to practice some soccer and finishing the Care Packages so my guys over seas and my husband will have a little piece of home.Ill keep praying for each of them and hope that they will all come home safe and sound.I also will pray for the ones left behind who deal with everyday life alone or going through so much at a time.Im trying to keep positive though and stay strong but believe me I have my days.
  Adalyn is eating a little bit of oatmeal now and well thank goodness she is sleeping longer throughout the night finally.I sware she will start crawling any day now.Just wondering when she will take off lol.I really hope that her father will be online when she does.I dont want him to miss it even though I will film it its just not the same.I am very thankful for Sype even if the internet sucks...
  Im very exhausted so this is all I got for now lol....night night.
p.s. I miss my husband very much and I sure do miss being in his arms....

Well..will see....

  These past few days have been very hectic on my side but I have got so many things done its crazy!!Bills paid and care packages ready to be shipped.I worked a good amount of time getting those things together and I sure hope they love them.I miss my husband like crazy and I havent got to talk to him much these past few days and it sucks I feel horrible when I dont get to.The other night we were so sleepy that we laid down together for a bit an it felt so nice to have him ther beside me even if hes around the world.
  Sat Sophia won her game and I was so proud of her!!She slide tackled a few boys but who would have thought bahaha.She also helped with scoring and did great on passing the ball which is awesome at this age.Me and her Dad took her to see the Lion KIng in 3D which was awesome haha I loved it as well probably just as much;).I love seeing movies in 3D especially with my baby girl.Adalyn is also doing well she is getting so much stronger and Im just awaiting the day she takes off haha.She also loved watching sister play the game.Please keep her in your prayers because we have to go back to see h er specialist and run more test and I should find out tomorrow when we go.
  Me well Im getting better and being a better Mother and long distance wife..I bite smy tongue a lot to keep peace with family members and I step down in my marriage because I know its hard on other people as well and Im trying harder to be great Mother and Wife at this crazy everyday life of ours.I sure do miss my husband though.He is my Strength&Faith that gets me through this and I will love him Everyday of Forever.
  I hope he slept well cause we have a date tomorrow and he better not be late;).......and me well im going to bed now cause once again its past 2am and I have had no sleep.....night night<3

More than Proud....

  Today was a very busy day with grocery shopping and handling Adalyns med.I managed to get all of Patricks Care Package taken care of and got the boxes:) now just to decorate them with love.I cant wait for him to get them so he can have a little piece of home even if its in a box.I had a little scare today but I got through it with the help of a few fellow Army wives and I am very blessed to know them.

  I finally got to hear from my love today which Im so thankful cause I havent heard from him all day and was getting worried for a bit.Turns out he had a long mission and got to run the 1/2 Marathon which I am so proud!!!I wish I could have been there cheering him on cause I sure would be one of those wives yelling and cheering for them;)!Im also proud of the few guys who ran it as well.Way to go guys!!!!Im so proud of them all and there are no words to show how proud I truly am for my husband!

  Tomorrow is supposed to be Sophias first Soccer game and Im so excited for her but the down side is that if it keeps raining it will be cancelled:(.So we will see....She is also staying with her Dad this weekend and Im missing her so much an I think Adie is as well.Adalyn is trying so hard to sit up,talk and even crawl!!Its crazy how out of no where shes wanting to get up and go!!I think no more than a few weeks and she will be crawling everywhere.

  Well I really need some sleep cause once again its like past 2am and Im up....so sweet dreams bloggers..

p.s. I love you Patrick Perry Everyday of Forever....Strength&Faith.......

Why I cant I get to bed earlier than 2am....

  So today was a very busy day and not much but paying bills and trying to do it with a baby and a toddler is not easy what so ever!!Oh,did I mention the rain that made it worse....I got everything done though and thank goodness.I only have a few more things to do tomorrow and then relaxing until the big game Sat.I did get my husbands care packages put together and sent them off with the FRG.His whole tent will be getting one for each of them an I sure hope they like them:).
  I think I need to find.....(break)....something else to keep me busy like start some classes or look more into working again.My mind wont stop racing and this sucks.
  Sophia's first game is Sat and Im so excited to Coach my little Panthers.They have done so well for their age and Im so proud to be Coaching the team.She also goes with her Dad this weekend:( so It will be just be and Adie spending some mommy and daughter time.Adalyn is also doing well she keeps trying to sit up even when you hold her she will push up like she does and its so cute haha.She will start cooing and acting like shes trying to talk which is amazing at this age.
Adalyn Laughing Click This To Watch!!
  Theres not much to say today I dont even feel like writing right now but will see how tomorrow goes.I love you Patrick with all my heart and Im happy he got to play a few games today and hang out with the guys.Probably some much needed bonding time.
  Well its bed time for me and once again its 2am an Im still awake...Zzzz....

Im getting stronger....

  Yep thats right Im getting stronger with each day that passes.That does not mean its easy cause let me tell you its the hardest thing ever.I was able to get much needed sleep last night thanks to my mother who was visiting and helping me with Adalyn while I coached Sophias team.OMG....I hate doing laundry with 2 kids lol...try carrying laundry,a baby and a toddler whos half asleep trying not to fall.I still have yet to get everything folded but thankfully I got most.The joys of doing everything by myself....Tomorrow is pay day so that means bill day:(.. pray for me lol..with hauling the kids in and out of the car every time I need to pay a bill is going to be very rough.If you dont have kids just imagine and if you do well ya know..
  The girls did pretty good today.They got to visit Great Grandparents and Grandma while Mommy did Laundry and cleaned.Sophia has Soccer practice tomorrow and Im hoping it goes well for them.I love my little Panthers!Adalyn I sware she almost crawled again...not much longer Im thinking less than 2 weeks and shes got it.Shes so peaceful beside me sleeping in Mommy&Daddys bed:).
  I had lots of fun talking with my husband today on Skype.Enjoyed meeting hes buddies and had fun watching them play with the beach balls and water balloons I sent hahaha...so fun to see them having a little down time and to take their minds off of being away from home.
  I sure do miss so many things about my husband.Like his laugh...boy do I miss his laugh lol.I actually have it on my phone and I listen to it every now and then when I am down or feeling alone.He sure knows how to make me laugh so hard:).He is doing so well over there and Im so proud and amazed that he is keeping fit and doing what he needs to do to be a good Soldier.I hope he knows that he is loved in so many ways with so many people who support and care for him....I will always love him Everyday of Forever...
  We got this honey Strength&Faith.

Hmmm...today was....

  So today was all around okay..had a few things to take care of and get rid of this morning.It went well and now Im back to living life.

  Sophia had her Soccer practice and it went very well.I love my Panthers;)!!She is learning so much and dribbles the ball so well.I know I am one proud mommy.I wish my husband was here to see it and it sucks but I know he hurts cause hes not here to be with her through this.I do my best to keep him posted and Ill do whatever it takes.
  Adalyn well she was with Grandma for most of the day since I was taking Sophia which helped so much.I got a lot of much needed sleep last night and pray I get more tonight since Grandma stayed another night hehe.She hasent started crawling yet but shes almost there and Im so happy for her.
  Im trying to get sleep duh....Im taking care of the house hold and everyday life..Im actually thinking about taking some classes but wont announce my choice until im actually signed up for it so will keep it on the DL.Im not sure what I wanna do but right now my girls need me and they have all my attention for now.Ill get my time when the time is right..I just hope its soon:(....


  Missing my husband....yea if you have read my status's and blogs you all know I miss him very much and there is not on thing that will come between us...well here it goes again..."I MISS MY HUSBAND!!!" It will only get harder and never easy until he is home safe and sound.I will get stronger though and more Independent as the days go by.I miss everything about him..hes my best friend and I sure do miss picking up the phone and letting him know about my day or something special in my day.I miss his laugh..oh mannnn do I miss his laugh!!I miss his touch and his kisses..xoxoxox honey!

I love him and I will always love him Everyday of Forever..until Eternity...

Timing is everything....

So today felt like it went by so fast and well it did.I missed my husband and he was never off my mind today.Hearing he was back from his mission and doing well was awesome to hear.Ive been trying to get into a system with the girls and trying to find things to make life a little easier on us.Im sure it will take a few more days but man its really taking a toll on me.Im sure Ill get it and I pray I do soon..very soon.
  Skype time is precious timing for me..I feel like even though we talked for 2 hours or an hour it only feels like  a few minutes:(....I almost end up in tears every time we get off of it cause I feel like theres always something Im not able to say or did I tell him enough that I loved him..Just thinking about it makes me sick:(...I know Im thankful that I can even talk to my husband and even see him through this deployment but that dosent make it any easier..
  The girls are doing okay but Sophia is having a hard time still.Grandma is with us tonight which Im very thankful for cause I know she loves Grandma.She's also doing better on listening and obeying mommy's rules but you know how kids can be I guess.Adalyn is trying so hard to crawl and almost did it again for Daddy today on Skype.Im pretty sure shes teething already....blah....My girls are my world and I hate that my husband is not here to go through all of this with us.I know some is through Skype but its hard doign it all on my own.Even when I do have help its still hard.Im never relaxed or I think theres always better ways to do things so im constantly on my toes.
  Im at my breaking point with friends..I cant trust anyone and some times I feel like people dont even care.Or they are just friends to pass the time until they are with their husbands.So I put the highest wall up so they dont break me or my relationship.The main reason I started this blog was to keep updated so that my husband can read or my family&close people who care to read will be updated in our life.Its hard to make Army wife friends cause they are either crazy drama freaks or so far away that theres no reason to become close cause I dont wanna put them through hell of driving so far when I know they are having it rough as well.So being home and living life through my girls is th ebest thing for me right now and I pray it only gets better from here.

  I know that I will always stand beside my husband and support him in whatever hes life takes him and love him Everyday of Forever....I love you Patrick so much that there are hardly any words to describe my love for you.I thank our Heavenly Father every night....

While Daddy's away....

    So today I didnt even wanna get out of bed but you know my girls wont let me sleep in lol....I didnt even wanna turn on the tv since almost every channel was about 9// and I couldnt bare to watch a lot of it so I stayed busy..well tried.We lost 3 more Soldiers from the 45th and which made it even worse to go about my day.Theres not a signal day or night I do not pray for these brave Soldiers...I know a few wives that are going through so much and I pray God is helping them through this hard time in their life.
  Sophia practiced her numbers,letters and abc's today and did very well...she had another accident:( but Im sure this is just a stage she will over come and will get better.I plan on going to a few workshops that the military is providing so I can get more advice on helping my baby girl through this hard time.She was upset when she didnt get to see Daddy today on Skype but he was very busy and his Internet wasent working plus a mission on top of that.
  Adalyn well a happy baby like always.Showing her support today for Daddy;)....she sure knows how to keep a smile on my face even when its been hard on us all.She will be going back to see her specialist and I pray she will be fine..(please keep her in your prayers)Just as I think I have gotten stronger for her her doctors appointment rolls around and it hits hard on me:(...
  Me....you know how it is...hurry up and wait is my life.I miss my husband very much and theres so much going on around us that I wish he was here to go through these hard times as a family instead of around the world.Hes doing so well though and such a wonderful Soldier.He makes me so proud and im sure his daughters will be as well.All the guys are kicking butt at running the 5k's.I cant wait to get my shirts so I can show them off to support my hubby.
  Tomorrow is another day and will be another lazy day for us here at the Perry house.I hope to get a chance to catch up with my love but until then its off to bed until the little ones feeding time....I love you Patrick with all my heart Everyday of Forever....

The night before 9//.......

Today went well..We took off to the fields for from soccer practice and to watch a few games to get the feeling of the game and let the kids see what they will be doing next Sat.Im so proud of Sophia shes getting so good an loves the game.She was also happy to show Daddy that she can do the splits and boy when she saw that Daddy was so proud her face just lit up.
  Adalyn has been such a good baby and so happy.She loves seeing Daddy on Skype and I sware I thought she was going to start crawling for him:).I pray he will get to see her crawl for the first time even if its through Skype.
 
  Its day 3 of not feeling so well and Im not sure how to go about my days right now.911 ten years later will be here at 12am and it scares me.Knowing my husband will be on a mission and going through the day will be rough on me.I miss him very much and seeing him tonight felt so good.Just thinking about having him home makes me tear up.To be in his arms again would be amazing.I know he has to go and do his job and I have to try and be strong not only for me but for our girls.

  I miss you my love and you are on my mind and in my prayers everyday and every night.Ill be here awaiting faithfully for your safe return.Everyday of Forever my love.

p.s. You've made me feel like an everlasting life....

A day with the girls talking with my one true love....

Okay so today was just me and the girls and getting back into our system of doing everything on our own.I enjoy being with my girls so much and teaching them new thing each and everyday but today felt like a train hit me:(...for the past 2 days Ive been feel out of it.Like I almost passed out cause I stood up to fast I guess.I hope whatever this is will pass fast.
  On the other hand I got to talk with my amazing husband.He sure knows how to make me laugh so hard and smile so big even when hes around the world.I love just sitting there talking about everything and anything and learning about his day or how the guys are doing as well.Hes such a strong man and Im so lucky to have him as my husband.
  Sophia is something else..she is getting so much older its crazy!Shes talking like a little adult and im like where did my baby girl go???Tomorrow is another day of Soccer so everyone look out for new pics of our Panthers and wish us luck.
  Adalyn well that chunky monkey lol she is one happy baby girl always smiling and having fun watching her big sis play.Enjoying playing with toys now and cooing with the cutest little smile ever;)!
  Me, Im getting use to not having him around and it sucks.I have these days where all I wanna do is just hear and see him.Thank goodness I have an amazing husband who did just that.We talked for so long and even got right back on to talk again.I love and miss him so much.

Another day is gone....

 Okay so today was just me and the girls..started off by getting only like 3 hours of sleep total and waking up to both girls in my bed lol...Very lazy but stressful day it was.Sophia got her jersey today and she is number 55:)!Im so proud and cant wait for her to ware it for her first game next week!..I havent been feeling well today and im not sure whats wrong but I better get well fast cause I have to much planned out for this weekend.Dinner was some what okay...lol screaming baby and Sophia complaining about her cleaning her room..but we managed and everyone got fed even if my food was cold by the time I got to enjoy it haha.Thats okay as long as I get my time now to enjoy my shows and write in my blog...
  It makes me think of just how much Patrick helped out when he was here.Even the little things helped out in a million ways.Like keeping the girls busy while I cooked dinner or even taking the trash out helped so much.Now that its all on me it be rough..and I dont see how other mothers do it with more kids than what I have but I guess they take it day by day and learn with each day that passes.I can tell you this that I sure do appreciate everything my husband did for me and is still doing even when hes around the world.
  I like it here with just me and the girls.No one to bother us nor have any drama dealing with everyone else.I love bonding with them more than I ever thought I would.I also enjoy our Skype time with my husband.Its been such a blessing and were so happy he calls everyday.Its something we look forward to everyday.It helps us keep going like we have much better days when he contacts us more and even with the girls.Sophia does so well when Daddy calls it so cute that shes so excited for her Daddy time:).
  Im trying to deal with life and get into a system to what makes me happy as well as keeping the girls happy while hes away.Im not sure where the road takes me right now but I do know our girls come first.So I guess will see and another day will go and I will soon find peace I just hope its soon.I plan on going to a few workshops that the military has for parents to help with childern of deployed parents and I hope it helps.
  I miss him so much and just going about another day praying and wishing he was her safe in our arms again.Its hard but I do it and let me tell you its so worth every heart ache.
I love you Patrick Perry you are my everything Everyday of Forever!